30 days after

"Yesterday I found some of your old texts... it was August, after our last lunch together.. the weight of your words now is like a stone on my heart.. you changed your mind after only 30 days.. is that possible? Do you even remember what you wrote to me? Were you sincere when you wrote those feelings? Of course not.. probably you've never been..  [...]  Today I found a picture of you on my computer... goddamn, you were so beautiful and still you are.. hope to see you again.. "